HeadRush

Lately, I've been selfish In my own world, I can't help it Brain is twisted, feelin' toxic Tried to fix it, but I lost it Sick of overanalyzin' every conversation Sick of second guessin' all the hidden connotations Sick of worryin' about my stupid reputation Spiralin' out cause I've been stuck with a head rush, can't stop now Vertigo in this bed, but I can't slow down Misfit thoughts come alive at night I lose myself then I lose my mind I've been stuck with a head rush And I can't get up Stuck in this bed I can't get up Leave me for dead I can't get White noise playin' on the TV Turn it up I'm drowning out my feelings Off the deep end, who can blame me What's the point, when there's no one here to save me Sick of where I go when I'm at home in isolation Sick of second guessing if I need my medication Sick of living in a micro dose hallucination Spiraling out cause I've been stuck with a head rush, can't stop now Vertigo in this bed, but I can't slow down Misfit thoughts come alive at night I lose myself then I lose my mind I've been stuck with a head rush And I can't get up Stuck in this bed I can't get up Leave me for dead No I can't get up I'm stuck in this bed I can't get up Leave me for dead Leave me for dead I can't get up No I can't get up I can't get up Just leave me for dead No I can't get up