Halfway Where?

I used to think that I was halfway there But now I'm here, and that is halfway where? I'd wanna be 'cause I can't seem to wear Down this unending cycle of despair I used to think that I was halfway here But now I'm, there and that is nowhere near I'd like to be, I mean, this much is clear Now should I laugh or should I shed a tear? Oh no, not me Peggy warned me 'bout that final disappointment Oh no, I see, I see Maybe one day I'll be free, at least temporarily Time and space, or user interface Which one will win the race? I used to think that I was halfway there But now I'm wondering if I even care Dissatisfaction greets me everywhere And it'll always beat me fair and square Is this a song, or is it just hot air? Or is it me, perhaps I'm not all there? I used to think that I was halfway here Now should I stop or should I steer And not be so severe? Should I laugh, or should I shed a tear? Oh no, not me Peggy warned me 'bout that final disappointment Oh no, I see, I see