Insecure

I threw a dice I did it twice Thought it would help me decide What to do with my life Twenty-something What a timing To be Un-excited Do I have to hide it? Will they notice at all Why do i feel so insecure I feel like I need you here Like I never did before Only on the bad days I Try to find a reason why All the good just slides right by In front of my eyes Only on the bad days I I'm looking for the winning side Where only all the bad slides by And there still love in your eyes I finally Got the keys To my new apartment Empty bed, brokenhearted My self-esteem Ain't at its peak I guess that's where You start when Something good ends And it turns into nothing Why do I feel so insecure I feel like I need you here Like I never did before Only on the bad days I Try to find a reason why All the good just slides right by In front of my eyes Only on the bad days I I'm looking for the winning side Where only all the bad slides by And there still love in your eyes Only on the bad days I Try to find a reason why All the good just slides right by In front of my eyes