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I keep a lot of me inside of my head cause I don't wanna deflate you And so a lot of me is totally dead cause the real me can't get through So I keep disappearing, losing myself and becoming you But my heart keeps fearing the things I could say if I wanted to Why do you keep pulling me down? Seems like all you want is to torture me and only me Like a cold sadistic fantasy But I choose to hold it inside of me cause I know That I might, I might, I might lose control And you don't, you don't, you don't wanna know How far, how far, how far I can go Let's go toe to toe You don't wanna go But I won't, I won't, I won't lose control And I don't, I don't, I don't wanna know Just how far, how far, how far I can go I won't go toe to toe 'Cause I don't wanna go You say that I'm just an obstacle within your life It's seems like once you got a taste of my blood You flipped out and lost your mind Why do you keep dragging me down? Seems like you know just how to get to me and only me I refuse to act in lunacy And I choose to hold it inside of me cause I know That I might, I might, I might lose control And you don't, you don't, you don't wanna know How far, how far, how far I can go Let's go toe to toe You don't wanna go But I won't, I won't, I won't lose control And I don't, I don't, I don't wanna know Just how far, how far, how far I can go I won't go toe to toe 'Cause I don't wanna go