If Only

Walked me home in the morning You kissed me Stood on the pavement and asked me if I had a good time too Shared both sides of your bed I could've melted right there every time that you checked and asked me if this feels good If only that were the case, it'd be so sweet I'd say he's lovely and not carry around the weight of you Walked home all by myself with a torch on Greeted the sun as she came up Scrubbed 'till my skin turned blue Stand with the shape of your lips places no one else'd ever been I was naked But I think you barely knew Holding me 'cause anythings better than lonely I don't think you could have shown me colours that were more true And you hang me around your neck 'Cause darling, I'm your best kept Darling I'm your best kept And I'll take this to both our graves 'Cause I'm so ashamed of it Oh, I'm so ashamed of it But you're not ashamed of it Make my bed every morning I take myself for a walk And I hope that one day I'll forget you