Pretty/Lost

Something inside of me Feels just like a ghost that's right beside of me I don't acknowledge a name or his face He's got a mind and thoughts of his own Hes got me praying to a god I don't know Is something wrong this don't feel right at all How can I feel something if I'm fucking lost Something feels wrong Like I've been programmed this way Why won't it stop The feeling of being betrayed Medicine I feel it setting in Its just a sedative To help suppress this feeling Poison It keeps on circling Withdrawals resurfacing I can't express but feeling Broken and maimed Like the voices seem to say I wasn't taught to embrace me this way Is something wrong this don't feel right at all How can I feel something if I'm fucking lost? Something feels wrong Like I've been programmed this way Why won't it stop The feeling of being betrayed By something so pretty But dark in a way Something feels wrong Something feels wrong with me Cause I I gave you all that I've got I gave you all that I've got And I I gave you all that I've got I gave you all that I've got This don't feel right at all How can I feel something if I'm fucking lost Something feels wrong Like I've been programmed this way Why won't it stop The feeling of being betrayed By something so pretty But dark in a way Something feels wrong Something feels wrong with me