surrender

Hmm-hmm, hmm-hmm I wish that I could paint a picture Of what it would be like I wish that I could paint a picture If I was gone tonight Without a word of where I went Nobody has to know To hurt, I hope Made a promise I wouldn't leave But sometimes, selfishly I think, I think What a time to be alive But it won't get better Is it too soon to say goodbye? Am I self-centered? What a time to be alive But it won't get better Is it too soon to say goodbye If I surrender? I'm not enough I'm not that strong To keep on moving forth So I say, "there's nothing wrong" Don't worry anymore And some things won't change I'm used to be unknown I'll tell you that I'm okay I know that's what they want Made a promise I wouldn't leave But sometimes, selfishly I think, I think What a time to be alive But it won't get better Is it too soon to say goodbye? Am I self-centered? What a time to be alive But it won't get better Is it too soon to say goodbye If I surrender? Hmm-hmm, hmm-hmm I wish that I could paint a picture If I was gone tonight