Big Mistake

Caught in a rainflow,

can't forget the way you taste

Holding me ransom,

morning, noon and nights unfazed

Calling for help now

Short-tempered, losing my face

Ready to let go

Purple flowers growing on my grave

'Cause if I had a chance,

take everything I had,

like you, I'd throw it all in the trash

A ghost of the past,

haunting all that lasts,

"cover me in bloody roses" she said

'Cause I still want you,

with all your fucked up big mistakes

And I can't follow

the way you seem to be okay

I got it wrong,

you're my big storm

I'm soaked to the bone

but you already know

Bedsheets covered in dust

Changed it all but you're still stuck

Dancing on the rust

Convince myself that you still suck

Seen and heard it all

and yes I hate your fucking guts

Summer turned to fall,

so why am I still in that rut?

Wanna know what's fun?

Thinking you're the one,

'cause he said it to every single one

Until you wake up

and now you're outta luck,

finding out how badly you fucked up

'Cause i still want you,

with all your fucked up big mistakes

And I can't follow

the way you seem to be okay

I got it wrong

You're my big storm

I'm soaked to the bone

but you already know

Did you ever think of calling my phone,

when you're all alone,

covered in fake snow

in the mess you own?

Baby I'm into deep,

lay it all on me,

bruise my skin to the unknown

Cover the scars within,

fill me up with sin,

coerce my faults

C'mon in

Pour me the biggest drink

In the need of gin

Watch it all begin

again

'Cause I still want you,

with all your fucked up big mistakes

And I can't follow

the way you seem to be okay

I got it wrong

You're my big storm

I'm soaked to the bone

but you already know