Pointing lasers at planes

No one told me it would be this hard

I just wanted to grow up

But I think that I was wrong about that

And I've got one more year with you

There's nothing happy about leaving home

That's what you told me

But I'm all alone anyways

I remember times

Walking up the hillside

Trampled daisies were deer once lied

You won't apologize for something you did do

And now I'm skipping time I could spend with you

The air pricks my cheeks

It's been cold for endless weeks

It's all my fault

I wanna cut my hair

But hair holds memories

And I wanna keep these memories of you

Even though You say it's all my fault