Memory Merge

Did it really happen Or were they pieces thrown around? The past is all built on lies Where one word could break it down Sorting recollections Scanning for patterns to compare But nothing comes up to mind In the fragments that I can't repair 'Cause the sweetness on your face And the tenderness of your warm embrace Somehow they left a bitter taste There's nothing to trace Painful times they were all erased And yet my body's screaming Don't make the same mistake Can I go ahead and surrender To the visions that I just can't remember? Merging all of these memories To a blend of anomalies Reveal all the trauma I suffered I'll relive it all to be born much stronger Then there's no way someone else can repeat What you did to me Did that really happen? Thoughts into voices now reshaped I wished for recovery But was given no escape Once merely a single touch Now a swarm to undertake It's surely too late for me 'Cause my limit is going to break Now the sweetness on your face And the tenderness of your warm embrace Somehow they left a bitter taste (whoa, ohh) Oh! the memories stay Painful times are put on replay And still my body's screaming Don't make the same mistakes Now, I see through all your endeavours And the sinful scars that I'll hold forever Tainting all of these melodies Full of mixed-up apologies Was there any chance for me to run? Was there something different that I could have done? I'm left with a mangled mind that repeats What you did to me There was a reason they were thrown away Why they were locked behind from my display And now my memory's in disarray It forced a reinstall Remember to forget them all (whoa, yeah) Can I go ahead and surrender To the visions that I just can't remember? Merging all of these memories To a blend of anomalies Reveal all the trauma I suffered I'll relive it all to be born much stronger Then there's no way someone else can repeat What you did to me (whoa!) Did it really happen Or were they pieces thrown around? The past is all built on lies Where one word could break it down