Endlessly

Stepping off the carousel

Looking back, I can tell

Every day, monotony

Lost my sense of self

Isn't right, picking sides

Shouldn't be black or white

Is it co-dependency

That draws a deeper line

When we get close

Nobody knows

Why we give up

Some little pleasures

A vague memory

Of who I used to be

Chasing illusions

That fell out of reach

If we're meant to be

We can disagree

But I don't wanna be enemies

In a perfect scene

There's an in-between

Loving you, but I still stay me

We could go on endlessly

Tell me that you understand

But all I see is discontent

Every time I speak my mind

You justify your lines

When we meet on common ground

You retreat inside yourself

Why can't you just hear me out?

It happens every time

When we get close

Nobody knows

Why we give up

Some little pleasures

A vague memory

Of who I used to be

Chasing illusions

That fell out of reach

If we're meant to be

We can disagree

But I don't wanna be enemies

In a perfect scene

There's an in-between

Loving you, but I still stay me

We could go on endlessly