Like a Chain

Wading While I'm thinking about The same thing Inside an ocean of doubt Waiting Try to hear myself out And maybe I'll find a way out Throw it away And laugh it off It's always the same It's always It feels like a chain Around the neck It pulls and it strains Shamefaced Tripping up I shouldn't be Thoughts of mine Are scaring me So ugly Give me some good energy A sign, a touch, at least something Hold me close If I'm right where I need to be Then why do my fears keep on growing Consuming Throw it away And laugh it off It's always the same It's always It feels like a chain Around the neck It pulls and it strains Shamefaced