Scared (To Own My Body)

I'm not hiding secrets It's Like a seat belt holds me back Still wearing the same t-shirt Till nothing's left I'm running out of daylight I'm stuck here till the sun goes down And everything's all golden Right behind the clouds I'm holding on These scars will last last a lifetime I'm cut so deep Can't keep looking inside I'm scared to own my body I'm scared to own my body I'm scared to own my body I'm scared to own my body You know all my secrets I still feel like I'm holding back I'll show you every feeling But you can't live my past You're searching for the last piece The final clue that ends this game I'll turn the question sideways Answer through the pain I'm holding on These scars will last last a lifetime I'm cut so deep Can't keep looking inside I'm scared to own my body I'm scared to own my body I'm scared to own my body I'm scared to own my body Wait Cause if you can see right through me Maybe I can see what you see Wait Cause I'll never be not broken One more crack and I'll be open I'm not hiding secrets But like a seat belt holds me back I'm wearing the same T-shirt I got nothing left I'm running out of daylight I'm stuck here when the sun goes down Everything's all golden Right behind the clouds I'm holding on I'm cut so deep these scars will last last a lifetime Last a lifetime I'm holding on And digging through the ashes for a lifeline I can't look inside I'm scared to own my body You know all my secrets I still feel like I'm holding back I'll show you every feeling You can't live my past You're searching for the last piece The final clue that ends this game I'll turn the question sideways Answers through the pain I'm scared to own my body I'm scared to own my body I'm scared to own my body I'm scared to own my body