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Brandon Raymond Trujillo
Brandon Raymond Trujillo
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Ain't sleeping too much nowadays
Chasing high's to keep myself awake
I cannot hide
So I gotta seek for myself
But lately
I been falling into deep I gotta admit
Lately
I been giving into my vices making me sick
Lately
I been locked inside my head and it's playing tricks
Lately
I been a slave to myself
Im chasing rock bottom
Got me down on my knees
Just like autumn
Falling down with the leaves
Feeling all on my own
But deep down I know I'm not alone
Cause every time I gaze at the moon
I find solace
When I realize someone's looking at it too
After midnight going through the blues
Praying I wake up feeling new
Nah nah I ain't tryna hit the snooze
Cause a **** got big plans
For some reason Im shying from em through day and night
Procrastinating I ain't been aight
Shit I thought it lost it
Detaching from my old ways
I'm steady stepping so you'll never catch me staying in the same place
Everybody looking to me so I gotta make sure I set the pace
And I'm tired of **** telling me that I'll be straight.
I'm tryna be more than okay
Gotta prove it to myself
Overthinking through the nights
And putting myself through hell
I know these meds ain't helping
Since I'm always overwhelmed
Now im tracing back back back back to my own shell
Hoping I don't fail
I been falling into deep I gotta admit
Lately
I been giving into my vices making me sick
Lately
I been locked inside my head and it's playing tricks
Lately
I been a slave to myself
When I look up to the sky
I pray for guidance
Knowing that he's on my side to keep me balanced
Everyday I fight to strive through the challenge
Instead of going back back back back to my own shell
Hoping I don't fail cause lately
I been falling into deep I gotta admit
Lately
I been giving into my vices making me sick
Lately
I been locked inside my head and it's playing tricks
Lately
I been a slave to myself
Written by: Brandon Raymond Trujillo
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