Passing Through the Hourglass

It's been a minute since you saw me last (It's been a minute since I saw you last... since you saw me last) The sand is falling in our hourglass I left your messages on read And you keep wanting to press send You're scared you'll fuck this up Before it begins The time is only 9:13 My screen is staring back at me One new notification From Jamie I'm the yellow in your big blue hoodie A shade of envy that looks so lovely Obsessing over what we could be As long as you don't disappoint me It comes in walls, not waves The red flannel on thе bedroom door (Did you see it? Did you see it?) The red flannеl on the bedroom door (Did you see it? Did you see it?) Kismet rearranged, your heart aches conveniently You wanna hold me, you're dying slowly It comes in walls, not waves (Woah-ooh-woah-oh-oh) Is this what you wanted? A broken heart, so haunted Is this what you wanted? Pay the price to have a few minutes of my time If this love is what you need, then you can bleed me dry I'm not worth the pain, in hell I will await Worth the pain, in hell I will await Worth the pain Forget the future and forget the past Cause I'm the present in your hourglass (Stay here in our last standing circumstance) You drew the line inside the sand When you put your hand in my hand Now Casey loves Jamie until the end And I've been thinking that it's time I'll tell you what's been on my mind Next time Would you love me if it hurt? Would you jump out of my Camry if I asked you to head first? If I ran you over and put it in reverse Would you hop back in or tell me I'm the worst?