I know I said I can take the last hit
Cause I don't have the guts to say
I wish that you gave a shit
These words slipped of my lips
Spilled on you like sour milk
Do you know that you've gone too far?
I swallowed my pride
Chewed on every bitter lie
How did I let it get this far?
I know I said I can take the last hit
Cause I don't have the guts to say
I wish that you gave a shit
Cause you don't have the guts to say
That you're sorry
Tried to shoot me instead
I won't take the last hit
I'd rather be dead
I'd rather be dead
I'd rather be dead
My therapist told me i should move on
Knowing damn well it's not worth fighting for
But all the things you said are spinning in my head
It's easier to hate you instead
I know I said I can take the last hit
Cause I don't have the guts to say
I wish that you gave a shit
Cause you don't have the guts to say
That you're sorry
Tried to shoot me instead
I won't take the last hit
I'd rather be dead
I've been bitting my tongue for way too long
I've closed my eyes on everything that was wrong
But all the things you said are spinning in my head
It's easier to hate you instead
I know I said I can take the last hit
Cause I don't have the guts to say
I wish that you gave a shit
Cause you don't have the guts to say
That you're sorry
Tried to shoot me instead
I won't take the last hit
I'd rather be dead
I'd rather be dead
I'd rather be dead
