Everything At Once (Live from James’ Living Room)

I don’t wanna talk right now

I just want to sleep

Needing to be strong right now

Is making me feel weak

So can we wait until the morning can we pause it till the feeling stops Yeah I’m just running from our problems like a kid who’s running from the cops

It’s not you

It’s the dishes in the sink

It’s trying not to think

It’s no one listening

But it’s not you

It’s hiding in the hall

With laundry on the floor

It’s the timing of it all

It’s not you, it’s everything at once

It’s not you, it’s everything I’m not

I don’t want to talk right now

But I can’t fall asleep

And I’m scared if I call you out

You’ll tell me to leave

So can we wait until the morning can we pause and then we’ll pick it up I know you’re exhausted lately everything is

I know we should work this out

But I’ll cry if I speak

It’s not you

It’s the city that I’m from

it’s dad yelling at mom

it’s the car waiting out front

It’s not you

it’s the sadness on my sheets

it’s grinding down my teeth

It’s turning 23

It’s not you, it’s everything at once It’s not you, it’s everything I’m not

It’s random bruises

Feeling useless

Growing up on my computer Outside voices

Stupid choices

All the things I once enjoyed

It’s random bruises

Feeling useless

Growing up on my computer Outside voices

Stupid choices

All the things that we’ve avoided

It’s not you, it’s everything at once It’s not you, it’s everything I’m not