She Woulda Been Invited

I'm trying to keep my cool

I'm losing it on you

I'm making such a fool of myself

But I'm trying to keep my cool

Sitting next to you

I'm making such a fool of myself

I feel like such a loser

Sittin in this living room, mute, not movin

Staring at the walls while everybody's groovin to the music

I feel outta place

Everybody's cool here, everybody knows you

I've tried to talk around but they're not close to you

I put so much effort in this outfit

Just to sit around and feel sad at this outlet

I talked in the mirror just to build some fuckin confidence

And stomach my face for the night

I think it's obvious that I don't belong here, even though I want to

I think you're so fuckin cool

I feel sick lookin at you tonight

I waited so long just to sit and hide

I'm eating myself alive inside

Why can't I move? I'm fuckin fried

But even so, it won't matter for long

'Cause when I leave for home, even if the night was gold

I'll still claw at my heart until I'm chokin on the barbed wire wrapped around my throat

I'm trying to keep my cool

I'm wasting it on you

I'm making such a fool of myself

But I'm trying to keep my cool

Sitting next to you

I'm making such a fool of myself