Tormenting

I'm sittin' here, the walls they close

In a haze, where the line goes, nobody knows

Words I read, but my mind, it strays

Thoughts betray, in my head, they won't stay

Feelin' nervous, feelin' mean

Buzzin' sting, unseen

Holdin' on, what a torment it's been

Thoughts rushin' to you, like a floodin' stream

Bound by a secret, so deep and dark

A pact I made, left its mark

Condemned to break, rip it apart

It's a torment, weighin' down my heart

Without you, it's a fight that don't end

A torment with no bend

Wantin' you, but it ain't possible

Time and patience, the hurdles insurmountable

For now, I lay down, gatherin' my might

In bed, restless through the night

As a refugee, I check, I wait

Status: connected, that's my fate

Bound by a secret, so deep and dark

Left its mark

You're out there, in the wires, in the breeze

In the silence, you're all I seize

In the blues, in the slow, soulful shout

In every whisper, in every doubt