reflection

Walking fast I keep my head down low So I don't see myself In any store windows I know nobody else would notice How hard I'm trying just to cope with Hiding all of me in plain sight While I'm dying inside I'm crawling in my skin Since I was a kid it's been like this I don't know what it is All my bones and all my clothes don't fit Lost all of my self affection I've tried it all, but nothing's helping Part of me wonders who I'd be If I didn't hate my reflection It's like my body Keeps throwing punches how it taunts me Changes and saying it don't want me Waiting in the mirror for a sorry I know nobody else would notice How hard I'm trying just to cope with Hiding all of me in plain sight While I'm dying inside I'm crawling in my skin Since I was a kid it's been like this I don't know what it is All my bones and all my clothes don't fit Lost all of my self affection I've tried it all, but nothing's helping Part of me wonders who I'd be If I didn't hate my reflection It's the death of me The parts I hate are all I see Will I always be an enemy to me? I'm crawling in my skin Since I was a kid it's been like this I don't know what it is Why's it like my bones and clothes don't fit?