On the Inside (feat. DVRK!)

I wonder what it feels like

To be happy

On the inside

I

Wonder what it feels like

To be happy

On the inside

This pain inside my head

Making choices I regret

I never know why

I feel this

On the inside

...

Roll after roll, tryna smoke my pain away

Thought after thought, tryna keep em all at bay

Losing my sanity

Losing faith in humanity

Witnessing the brutality

Happening today

Haven't truly smiled for a long time

I don't know for how much longer I can keep hiding in my rhymes

Cause humanity's a crime and

We are all a victim

We are being played, being played by the system

I know you're playing on my game, but just hit pause

Ain't no use tryna help me, I'm a lost cause

Ain't no use tryna save me, cause I'm long gone

Might as well stop listening, I'm only going on and on

Nobody expressing themselves, so they be stressing themselves

They be depressing themselves, n put a gun in they mouth

They pull the trigger and their brains go (Splat!)

And another life is gone, just like that

I wonder what it feels like

To feel happy

On the inside

I wonder what it feels like

To be happy

On the inside