I told myself that I would get it together
I spent three weeks in bed
And called it a bender
I'm just broken as that same damn record
Self doubt
I only live to let myself down
I'm painting walls inside this burning house
I do my best but I don't know how
Know how
I smoke a cigarette
Then go on a run
I take a shower put the same clothes
Right back on
I'm just a loser that pretends that they've won
Isn't this so much fun?
Fun
Self doubt
I only live to let myself down
I'm painting walls inside this burning house
I do my best but I don't know how
Know how
Hold on
Hold on
I'm 'bout to lose it baby
Hold on
Hold on
Oh don't you try and save me
Hold on
Hold on
I'm 'bout to lose it baby
Hold on
Hold on
Oh don't you try and save me
Self doubt
I only live to let myself down
I'm painting walls inside this burning house
I do my best but I don't know
Know
Know-uh-oh
Self doubt
I only live to let myself down
I'm painting walls inside this burning house
I do my best but I don't know how
Know how
Hold on
Hold on
I'm 'bout to lose it baby
Hold on
Hold on
Oh don't you try and save me
