I've Changed

Shit, it's been about nine hundred days since I drank last (Yeah)

Started smokin' more weed, no coke, no speed

But this shit hit like dope

Got a **** sweatin', take a shower, hot water, no soap

And I'll never ever leave the West Coast

'Less I gotta murder somebody, or if I got a show

But yes, I'll kill a **** if you gotta know ****gunshot****

See, that **** in real life, he gotta go

Yesterday I had a flashback (What's that?)

Yeah, we ran in the building, I was pulling down the black mask

Get the computers and the ADATs

Had **** outside in case they come in and gotta spray that

Took everything, even the strap

Put everything we had in the back of the Cadillac (Come on)

Yeah, I always think about that

How we coulda had the **** bleeding while he's stinkin' out back

But I changed (I changed, I changed, I changed)

I've changed (I've changed, I've changed, I've changed)

I've changed (I've changed, I've changed, I've changed)

I've changed

I don't need to bring it up no more

I was thinkin' 'bout my sister, she ain't up no more

Yeah, she sadly passed away when I was up on tour

And why I ever let 'em stay, I don't know what for

You shoulda seen it, I couldn't feel my face

Back of the tour bus, threw up all over the place

Told RB, "We gotta stop this shit

We gotta cancel this show, I can't rock this shit"

He said, "****, you gotta do it, we gotta get this grip

Blew her brains out, my brother witnessed it"

Take me home, I gotta get this ****

And put his body in the box 'fore this shit get bigger

I cut his throat with these scissors

And make a meat stew in a Crock-Pot with his three sisters

Watch his mom have a hissy fit

And it'll take a whole ounce just to get me lit

'Cause I changed (I changed, I changed, I changed)

I changed (I changed, I changed, I changed)

Yeah, ****, I changed (I changed, I changed, I changed)

****, I changed (I changed, I changed, I changed)

Shoutout to my sister, rest in peace

Michelle Mann, I love you and I always will

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