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I recycle bullets pull the casings from my teeth

I got the powder falling out from

my nose down to my feet

I'm unimpressed use your discretion while the vest is out of reach

That Smith & Wesson off the dresser now it's resting on your beats

I laced it up I hopped the fence and fell right outta my dreams

wore out my soul looking for gold but just awoke my disease

I poked around looking for answers ripped the sky at the seams

Pulled back the curtain found for certain there was nothing beneath

Never earned my wisdom just dissolved on my tongue

I dropped the veil removed the scales and stared right into the sun

I looped it looped it down the drain and back around till I'm numb

burned a hole right through the mirror to the back of a gun

Leveled up from shooting bundles stashin' cash inside my socks

Injectin' trash nothing passive I only walk

like I talk

Cry out for someone somewhere something or can't feel what I felt

That dial tone busy god said miss me so I do that myself.

Never going back I dropped out can't show my face

Tie it off on the commute nodding off in the place

Sick of walking walking round all bare broken and flayed

I found a blanket and I made my skin inside of the shade.

Ate the empties drained the cottons lick the back of dollar bills

Fiending every evening sweatin' right through the chills

Cut the rope and shoot the dope once I get trapped in the well

Dreaming every trauma constant back in my hell

I saw myself inside a dream corrupted under a spell

When I was six inside the mist I found a portal to hell

Right through a hole inside the wall ten years before it had fell

Asingle quill stuck in an OD man who'd have known it's myself

Too curious it killed the cat I knew I wasn't comin' back

There's somethin' in me knew I would be blue but still I took the path

It's deep deep deep inside the dreams stuck with me wouldn't leave

A well inside my belly pulled my heart out of it's little sleeve

I built that wall I made it tall protect my feels in a dome

I shut it down and curled up and now it grows on it's own

I wanted to know everything no matter how bad it hurt

Desperate dig a tunnel back up under the dirt

Dreaming every trauma constant back in my hell