Credits
KOMPOSITION UND LIEDTEXT
Anthony Matlock
Songwriter:in
Lyrics
Yeah
Just tryna figure it out like you
I don't really I don't know
Look
They say it's here for the taking and what I wants in my grasp
You can spend yo life chasing some things you already have
Self destruction through vices with things I do to past time
I told myself that last time would be the last time
It's like I know what it is, that keeps blocking my blessings
I identified the hurdles keeping me from progressing
I gotta put the blunt down I'm smoking lately I'm stressing
Smoking herb all day cause time is of the essence
There I go taking light of my issues laughing at pain
Self doubt is my only friend but I'm glad that you came
Because without you I couldn't measure what I overcame
So if I fail it's only me that I'm gone place with the blame
You either ducking for cover or you gone stand in the rain
You gone either keep working or you gone try to maintain
If life's a bitch then I'm just tryna mansplain
But as a man when I explain it's like I'm tryna complain
Who do I have to turn to if I can never come clean
Is it the bottle or the Mary helping me ease my pain
Therapy didn't work I thought confiding would help
But these habits I got they just reside within self
They say it's mine for the taking and what I wants in my grasp
And it's part of my nature to always keep looking back
I forgot I was blessed God you right that's my bad
You can spend your life chasing somethings you already have
I say this thought to the world releasing blocks on my mind
Many folks just won't get it you know what man that's fine
Self destruction through vices with things I do to past time
I told myself that last time would be the last time
I'm tryna help free yo mind I write this from a caged view
You ever give advice and realize I should take that shit to
That be me all time some might call me a prophet
Nah I'm really just someone who keeps repeating his nonsense
Some consider me conscious cause rap don't have much to offer
I'm just giving you truth cause that's all I can offer
I thought I wasn't worthy I had plenty self doubt
But doing things that ain't comfortable dawg is how I plan to break out
I tried to guide through words I know life could be hard
See you might not agree but I believe your a star
You ever try to tell somebody just how great that they are
But its important how they see themselves what sets them apart
I ain't like what I saw in the mirror sadly that's true
I didn't sit and cry about it homie what did I do
I just looked into the mirror and I glanced at the truth
Please excuse me dog I'm writing this from a caged view
They say it's mine for the taking and what I wants in my grasp
And it's part of my nature to always keep looking back
I forgot I was blessed God you right that's my bad
You can spend your life chasing somethings you already have
I say this thought to the world releasing blocks on my mind
Many folks just won't get it you know what man that's fine
Self destruction through vices with things I do to past time
I told myself that last time would be the last time
Right
Written by: Anthony Matlock