Messed Up

I am delusional It's institutional I've lost my mind and I'll never really ever get it back I gotta find a way to focus Shake away the psychosis But you might as well just tie my hands behind my back I don't need the medication I just need a vacation From my brain, from my thoughts, from myself I can't help it I'm messed up Carefully, aware-fully, I'm losing it I'm out of my mind I can't help it I'm messed up Uselessly, abusively believing it I'm out of my mind I am delusional It's institutional I've lost my mind and I'll never really ever get it back I think I think I'm going crazy Have you met myself lately So I close my eyes and count to 10 till I forget But then I think about, and can't stop thinking about it I run around inside my head until I finally fall out On the floor, on my friends, on my life I can't help it I'm messed up Carefully, aware-fully, I'm losing it I'm out of my mind I can't help it I'm messed up Uselessly, abusively believing it I'm out of my mind I am delusional It's institutional I've lost my mind and I'll never really ever get it back It's not like they say, just shake it off. Shake it off. Shake it off Don't talk to yourself, just shake it off. Shake it off. Shake it off If it's not true then why'd they say it If you are here now, I'd make it Don't talk to yourself, just shake it off. Shake it off. Shake it off I can't help it I'm messed up Carefully, aware-fully, I'm losing it I'm out of my mind I can't help it I'm messed up Uselessly, abusively believing it I'm out of my mind I am delusional It's institutional I've lost my mind and I'll never really ever get it back