Clouds

Don't you look in my eyes

I told you don't you look in my eyes

I said don't you look in my eyes

I know you just want me to die

I said don't you look in my eyes

I said don't you look in my eyes

I said don't you look in my eyes

I know you just want me to die

Im in the clouds

Searching for a reason

You might think that I forgot

Or that you think that we're even

Well we're not

You made me feel stuck

And you made me not give a fuck

I've been trying to show you who I am

But you just keep it all inside

You made me hide

You made me lie

And I'm just trying my best not to die

I've been keeping this all inside

For way too long

I don't feel strong

It just feels wrong

What's going on?

What happened to me?

I don't know if I'll ever see

The lord looking at me

Into my eyes

Eyes, staring at me like a flash

Trust me I tried my best to make our love last

Life just goes too fast to see

Who I'm supposed to be

I don't know where I'm at

Just look right there and see it on the map

You see the signs so don't brother on my ass

I've been tryna find out who I'm supposed to be

But it feels like I'm blind

Don't you look in my

Soul,

Scattered,

Mind,

Captured,

Hope,

Fractured,

Heart,

Shattered,

You say you know me but I know that you don't

Keep playin' wit' me, ima have to show you and you won't

Like that

Can you hit it like that?

Can you make it feel good?

Can you show me that you would?

Take a loss for me?

Take a life for me?

Take your soul for me?

Make your sins feel free?

Fuck that- me and you be playin' hopscotch

Jumping round' the blocks

Seeing which one will step on the broken clocks

You have the locks

I have the key

You have my soul

Can you set it free?

Can you set it free?

Can you make everyone seem like the enemy?

Can you break my heart into pieces and then build it up like a magazine?

Can you look into my eyes and tell me what color they are, before you go leave unseen?

Can you apologize for all the shit you gave me, when I was tryna be a teen?

Oh, you the real thing? Oh, you the real thing?

Show me that you're really real, not some movie scene

Oh, you the real thing? Oh, you the real thing?

Find me sittin' by myself just like you would think

I'm not normal

I destroyed all my morals

I opened up a portal

To see if I'm immortal

I put on a mask

To see if I'm formal

You only think that I'm just a problem and not for you, oh yeah

Oh my god, what happened to me?

It's been so long since I last saw my shrink

I should call Vince, let him know what I think

I can't sleep, I haven't prayed in weeks

I know I can't be strong

It just feels so wrong, so wrong

Save me

So wrong

I just need some time to think

What to do (oh)

Save me

Save me

(What to do, without you)

Without you, without you

Yeah don't you look in my eyes

I told you don't you look in my eyes

I said don't you look in my eyes

I know you just want me to die

I said don't you look in my eyes

I said don't you look in my eyes

I said don't you look in my eyes

I know you just want me to die