God forgive me for my sins
Deep down I need a cleanse
Are you there listening this?
Or should I wait for the apocalypse
30 years old stressed, depressed
I'm out of reach my friend
Talking to myself, now how the hell did it come to this
I never chosen this life so who how what why where am I?
I need answers tell me the truth before I was born where was I?
Nonexistence, maybe that's what really happens when I die
I'm tired of living a lie, pure slavery like 9 to 5
Doing what I'm told, I feel like I selling my soul
My knees on the floor
I'm sick of fighting this mental war alone
Blow after blow, no I can't take it anymore
I'm hanging on the rope, I'm looking at the devil down below
The Pathway IV, a journey on a lonely road I'm on
These suicidal thoughts make me feel so emotional my lord
A man reaps what he sows, isn't that a reference from the Bible?
I can't break the code, I'm stuck inside, it's inevitable
I've been cheated on, I've been lied to
I've been robbed, I've been shot at too
That's where all the darkness come from cuz I got nowhere to go to
From laws and regulations to unfairness and manipulations
Distraction and temptation has been passed on through generations
Weak mindset like mine's set, can a brain surgery change it?
Let's face it, drugs and medications
Side effects and contraindications
I'm done being patient, take my emotions off sedation
LGBTQ is it real or is it just you?
Were you born different or is it because what you been through?
It's hard to tell the truth, escaping reality is what we tend to do
I have a Dream, I no longer know who I'm doing it for
Am I selfless or just manifesting my dreams through yours
Ego inflation till it explodes, everyone humble till they're exposed
Celebrities and rich people dying from overdose
Death from natural cause, children getting killed in wars
Families getting kicked out of their homes by force
Average person never reach their goals
50 percent of marriages end in divorce
The worst outbreaks in history from unknown made up source
Never ending cycle, it just keep on getting worse
Am I being negative or is this just how it goes
