Lying

I don't know what I'm looking for

When I click on your face,

Hold my breath and wait

For images I've seen before.

It's like nothing has changed

And you're still the same girl I knew

But what if one day I look up your name

And it's not you

Cause I—I don't know what I'd do if you let someone in

Living without secrets

Instead of loving her in the dark

Like you did with me then—what if

You were lying, lying next to her

Instead of living a lie

I don't believe in sin anymore,

But just knowing that you do gives me hope that it's true

That I could be your only girl

For the rest of your life, and what you gave me that night

Stays with me. But what if someday

You trade what we had to be free?

Cause I—I don't know what I'd do if you let someone in

Living without secrets

Instead of loving her in the dark

Like you did with me then—what if

You were lying, lying next to her

Instead of living a lie

There's a truth that's too big to bear,

That I can hardly muddle through

I like to think that I'm self-aware,

But you're still my only girl, too…

Because I—I don't know what to do

Or how to let someone in,

Living without secrets

Instead of loving her in the dark

Like you did with me then—what if

I'm still lying, lying next to you

Oh are you lying next to her

I hope you're living a lie