Numb To It (feat. karolina)

Never should've trusted someone like you The gaze in your eyes telling all truth But there's something special about that That kept me going back Yeah, Even through all the pain and the tears throughout the sleepless nights All my friends telling me that I'm blind not seeing all the gaslights Oh, the sound of the voice and the scent on my bed that you behind Now I'm numb to it Yeah I'm numb to it I never should've trusted someone like you The gaze in your eyes telling all truth But there's something special about that That kept me going back I thought you were the one for me back in time Still thinkin' of the days I used to call you mine I'm blind, delusional to not see all the signs It's like I know what's 'bout to come but I don't care That I'm the prey and she's the hunter, I'm aware But I kept lying to myself "Not again, I swear" And that's the point I knew I lied I knew I lied I knew I lied But not everybody knows their mind I know it hurts I know it hurts I still came back for another turn tho I'm drunk again Drunk again "Should I call her?" Not again Go to sleep Go to sleep That's why I'll never love again Never should've trusted someone like you The gaze in your eyes telling all truth But there's something special about that That kept me going back I thought you were the one for me back in time Still thinkin' of the days I used to call you mine I'm blind delusional to not see all the signs I tried to find a way even though I was going through my darkest hour Tell me when you tried to care and find some time for us 1 sided love Was it not enough? Our love made me blind Should've seen it from the start we weren't meant for love I was blinded by your eyes they made me feel enough 1 sided love Wasn't meant to last I'm numb to it now I thought you were the one for me back in time Still thinkin' of the days I used to call you mine I'm blind delusional to not see all the signs I thought (I never thought) You were the one for me back in time (We would be lost) Still thinkin' of the (We would be fighting through the) Days I used to call you mine I was blind delusional to not see all the signs