no goodbye

I got the call that I never expected

She said that you had left us and were not coming home again

I fell to my knees at the feeling of desolation

My life was changing at the space that you left us with

Five years and answerless I hold my breath for

Evidence that was never promised

And there's no going back

I hear the sound of trains as they pass

It breaks my heart at the seam

That we would be left this way

I cannot believe

You had to be taken away

I got the car and we drove through the night

My heart was heavy but was broken inside

I needed someone to hold me, console me and help me through

The pain of no goodbye

I wanna say that I miss you

Miss you everyday

I wanna say that I miss you

Miss you every

It breaks my heart at the seam

That we would be left this way

I cannot believe

You had to be taken away