First one was a bummer
Left me faster than a summer
Cried into my breakfast, tears in a bowl
The second left me hollow
With a pill too tough to swallow
He said "girl you're too afraid"
I guess that it showed
But when it hits it hits
And when it leaves I miss it
Every single kiss
Is shedding me to bits
So if it feels like this
Then
I don't want to be loved
I don't want to be loved anymore
If I break once again
I don't think I can mend like before
It just
Leaves me crying, leaves me hurting
So I've decided it ain't worth it
I don't want to be loved
I don't want to be loved anymore
Breath, relax my knuckles
Don't be jealous of the couples
Imagine how they'll cry when they all break up
Cause they will
Yeah I know it
Cause if not
Then I'm hopeless
When the paint start to crack
You can't find your way back
No matter how you try
And that is why
I don't want to be loved
I don't want to be loved anymore
If I break once again
I don't think I can mend like before
It leaves me crying, leaves me hurting
So I've decided it ain't worth it
I don't want to be loved
I don't want to be loved anymore
Cause when it hits it hits
When it leaves I miss it
Every single kiss
Shedding me to bits
So if it feels like this
Then
I will ghost them all
Go and screen their calls
Leave em high and dry
Won't put up a fight
And when they ask me why
I'll say
I don't want to be loved
I don't want to be loved anymore
If I break once again
I don't think I can mend like before
It just
Leaves me crying, leaves me hurting
So I've decided it ain't worth it
I don't want to be loved
I don't want to be loved anymore
