Falling Backwards

You said I'm pretty when I cry

I said your pretty when you lie to me

You're lying to me right?

All I know is I feel lighter

When after a hard days night you're

Puttin' me at ease, but what if you leave

Oh, I'm hyper-aware

Looking for the knife in your hand

My back to the wall, I know it's not fair

I wish I knew

How to give in to you

Cause every time we're moving faster

I start to fall but I'm falling backwards

Away from you, never wanted to

Be the one that lets my fear

Ruin something good when it's finally here

Never wanted to be the uncommitted

The type that's always conflicted

But I learned through heartbreak

Even an angel can be the villain

Here I'm losing my mind

Seeing red in black and white

When you're just fine, it's me this time

I wish I knew

How to give in to you

Cause every time we're moving faster

I start to fall but I'm falling backwards

Away from you, never wanted to

Be the one that lets my fear

Ruin something good when it's finally here

Won't let it ruin something good

You said I've been hurt by boys not men

And I want to trust that you're not one of them

A chameleon, an enemy or a friend

The breaker or the broken

I need to know how it's gonna end

Before we even begin

Cause every time we're moving faster

I start to fall but I'm falling backwards

Away from you, never wanted to

Be the one that lets my fear

Ruin something good when it's finally here

Ruin something good when it's finally here

I wish I knew

How to give in to you