everything is getting better

Taking a deep breath, I feel fine It's been so long since I felt like this Sit with my friends in the sunshine Taking a walk just to take it in But how do I know I'm not gonna spin out of control and not come back? How do I know? Everything is getting better Still I wonder if I'll ever be the same Despite the hell I conquered There's a monster hiding deep inside my brain I can't stop myself from looking back Stare at the hourglass and wait for the end Everything is getting better Still I wonder if I'll ever bе okay Looking at love like a good thing Trying to learn how to lovе myself Start to redefine happy endings And not being too scared to ask for help But how do I live Knowing that darkness still exists and sometimes wins? How do I live? Everything is getting better Still I wonder if I'll ever be the same Despite the hell I conquered There's a monster hiding deep inside my brain I can't stop myself from looking back Stare at the hourglass and wait for the end Everything is getting better Still I wonder if I'll ever be okay (Oh, everything is getting better) (Everything is getting better) Everything is getting better, getting better Everything is getting better