This is me doing fine without you
No longer pulling out my teeth
If I convince myself that I hate you
Then maybe I can get some sleep
I'll be the subject for your mediation
Use my body how you want
I had too much false anticipation
But I thought you were being up front
I heard what you said but I was trying not to listen
'Cause I just can't believe that you could treat me so dismissive
This is a prayer for the pessimistic
This note is written to myself
That kind of love just isn't realistic
But how was I supposed to tell?
I'm waiting here for your consideration
I'll sit in silence for once
Was it bad timing for this situation
Or were you just not having fun?
I heard what you said but I was trying not to listen
'Cause I just can't believe that you could treat me so dismissive
Your words don't mean much if you don't word them all correctly
And when I jumped the fence I don't know what I was expecting
