Sitting on Saturn's Rings

I'm sitting on Saturn's rings

And I can see everything from here

The libraries we whispered in

And the coffees that we shared

The memories so perfect

I would show them to my parents

If the circumstances were ever so slightly different, of course

I can see the past

And how we both healed from its scars

I can hear the band you showed me

Still playing in your car

I can smell the cheap perfume we used on the night

We both passed out

On that couch

But not every beautiful artifact

Gets put in a museum

Some of them stay buried

Deep in Earth's crust

Waiting for love to make sense

But it won't make sense with you

Waiting for love to feel right

But it'd never feel right with you

We were too close for comfort

And too much was lost to

The entropy of the world

But you were my world

Before they made the world, the world

I'm sitting on Saturn's rings

And I can see everything from here

Like the paper cuts on my heart

Catalyzed by a lack of trust

That brewed like our coffee

But it didn't taste as sweet

Why'd you do that to me?

I'm sitting on Saturn's rings

But I don't want to be here anymore

There's a loneliness in being left above to deal with what's below

You never learned to love right and I know it's not your fault

But I can't just be collateral damage of that cause

Waiting for love to make sense

But it won't make sense with you

Waiting for love to feel right

But it'd never feel right with you

We were too close for comfort

And too much was lost to

The entropy of the world

But you were my world

Before they made the world, the world

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I'm sitting on Saturn's rings and I can see everything from here

Like the Polaroid picture that we took at the end of the year

But you pulled away the second that they cut the camera loose

And I could tell something was wrong

Before I was even in love

With you