The Impact of This Exit

You've quite a life you live now Did your lumbar give out? Your foot ain't in a beeping anklet Why do you look so unwell? Why so afraid of yourself And terrified to leave your stasis I watched you stretch an hour to a day Didn't used to do things that way Remember when our friends did the same And we called them weak? Don't you go checking out on me now Don't you know you're a winner? I have never met a winner who I have never met a winner who Hates to win quite as much as you do Don't you know you're a winner? We stuck it out 'til daybreak Five years, not once did you wake With any sort of rested temper I watched you watch your dreams come true Just to fall back asleep Don't you remember when we didn't mind the mess Did much more with so much less Don't you go checking out on me now Don't you know you're a winner? I have never met a winner who I have never met a winner who Hates to win quite as much as you do Don't you know you're a winner? You could've been a god If you'd just done as I told you But you'd rather waste away In your voluntary coma Get over it and grow up Just stop I don't want to have you in my head I would take that coma any day Over anything you'd do instead I watched you keep the ends in sights And the means in tears And I watched you cast our friends to the side If they ever interfered And I let you keep me up all night For five whole years And I let you eat me alive Don't you think for a second That you're welcome here now I don't wanna be a winner I don't wanna be a winner who I don't wanna be a winner who Has to win in the way that you do I don't wanna be a winner I don't wanna possess you I would rather be this mess Than the one you would turn me into Than the one you would turn me into Than the one you would have me do Than the one checking out on me now Than the old dog I am gonna put down Than the old dog I am gonna put down Than the old dog I am gonna put down There you go, checking out on me now