Can't Go Back

All my anger

Has kept my seething

I was so wound up I had trouble breathing

When I get slighted, I took things personally

I wasn’t strong

I just pretended

I was so timid, easily offended

That’s not the person who I envisioned to be

I can’t go back to that way of living

The best I can do is to feel forgiven

Accept my mistakes and my poor reactions

And from here plot a whole new course of action

I can’t go back to that way of dying

That’s how it feels trust me I ain’t lying

Yes indeed I am past the point of hating

Instead I would rather feel like love is waiting

I can’t go back

Can’t go back

I can be my, my toughest critic

I’d beat myself up the victories were pyrrhic

But there’s no point in being your worst enemy

I can’t go back to that way of living

The best I can do is to feel forgiven

Accept my mistakes and my poor reactions

And from here plot a whole new course of action

I can’t go back to that way of dying

That’s how it feels trust me I ain’t lying

Yes indeed I am past the point of hating

Instead I would rather feel like love is waiting

I can’t go back

No I can’t go back, back to that way, that way of living

No I can’t go back, the best I can do is to feel forgiven, yeah yeah yeah

I can’t go back to that way of living

The best I can do is to feel forgiven

Accept my mistakes and my poor reactions

And from here plot a whole new course of action

I can’t go back to that way of dying

That’s how it feels trust me I ain’t lying

Yes indeed I am past the point of hating

Instead I would rather feel like love is waiting

Rather feel like love is waiting I can’t go back

No I can’t go back

No I can’t go back

No I can’t go back