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Andrew Steven Nedeau
Andrew Steven Nedeau
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Derrick Jemel Fulton
Derrick Jemel Fulton
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Pedro Francisco Ramirez
Pedro Francisco Ramirez
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Lyrics

Things haven't been the same for me ever since you done left
Got me runnin' and runnin' in circles, waiting for your text
But its not coming, deep down I know it but I don't wanna admit it
Sometimes I just feel like quitting but I gotta stay lifted
Now you got me sittin'
Reminiscing about days I'm missin'
Wishin' that we could go back to kissing
Who am I kidding? I was never good with splittin'
But I fucked it all up
Now I'm sittin' here, drowning in my double cup
Remember when I used to love waking up
Just the two of us
In the same bed, got that morning head
Love touchin' on yo body, hands grippin' on yo waist
Pussy drippin', finger lickin' good, can I get a taste?
Now I'm all alone in my zone
Can't even get my homies to pick up they phone
Feeling like a dog without a bone
Whats the meaning to my life?
Am I even doing it right?
Outta spite, I pour some liquor
Henny got me for the night, wonderin' like
Sometimes I really wonder why I can't find love
Am I too much for you?
Let me know, 'cause it kinda sucks
I thought you were the one
The fire in my blunt
Lick you up, roll you up
Nice dime, but it's a dub
Is it love or lust?
I don't know, maybe both
I still think about you even though you barely don't
Wish you were next to me so I could hold you close
The way you smile, carry yourself
Got a different kind of glow
Want to give you a call so we can take things slow
But I know you moved on and you need some time to grow
Just know, that I care wholeheartedly
Something in you is a part of me
I swear this is so hard for me
Probably the toughest loss for me
'Cause I lost someone who was amazing
Now I'm making sad songs, staying patient
For the next one, nah chill
No one wants me, I'm a clown
And if someone found love, I want you to show me how
Real shit
Asked my girl, "Whats my reward for being loyal?"
I'm joking, that kitty already good, I know I'm spoiled
She my queen, I'm her king, and we livin' like some royals
Started off getting stoned on the roof like gargoyles
But I'm thinking 'bout the past, we broke up a year has passed
Bumpin' Future, tryna move on 'cause my heart is in a cast
It was too good to be true, I shoulda knew it wouldn't last
We was two peas in a pod then you said peace, it happened fast
'Cause we clashed over stupid shit, we coulda hashed it out
I know that I got some issues, sometimes I be lashin' out
And I often drink to the point that I pass out on the couch
So its really no surprise you went and kicked me out the house
But still I don't understand why I been put on standby
You told me you loved me, I'm feelin' like thats a damn lie
Miss holding your hands but I can't do nothing, my hands tied
Can't forget your favorite song was Fleetwood Mac's Landslide
Dreams turned to nightmares when you left to go your own way
Never stopped loving you and I'm sayin' it with no shame
When you stopped answerin' I was 'bout to pull a Cobain
Then I relapsed, called the plug up for some cocaine
Had to improve, sobered up, now I'm feeling better
I was finna go old school and write you a letter
Then you hit me like, "I want that old thing back"
Made up, I'm so thankful that we finally back on track
Because you
Loner
Loner
Lonerboyz
Written by: Andrew Steven Nedeau, Derrick Jemel Fulton, Pedro Francisco Ramirez
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