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I've been So lost Lately I wanna give up but I Can't Break My trust And the promises I can't just break them all Til the stars in the roof I can't give up on the mission Til the ball's in the hoop I won't celebrate the winnings Til I'm on with a coupe Shooting stars in the ceiling Making wishes on what's coming diamond chains with Carti' vision If I'm wrong I'll die to be right but my My thoughts keep saying I might I might take a fall and end up just fine But it's time to risk it all so I'm finna throw the dice like It's so hard for me to vent, no one else could know the pressure And that's why I love my diamonds they don't talk but it's better Lately found my way of coping is to put together letters Ain't gon lie to y'all so truthfully my mental's under weather All these factors Piling piling in Cause all these actors Trynna vibe again Fake love with me, saying they got your six I turned around to a knife ain't that a bitch I've been So lost Lately I wanna give up but I Can't Break My trust And the promises I can't just break them all Til the stars in the roof I can't give up on the mission Til the ball's in the hoop I won't celebrate the winnings Til I'm on with a coupe Shooting stars in the ceiling Making wishes on what's coming diamond chains with Carti' vision If I'm wrong I'll die to be right but my My thoughts keep saying I might I might take a fall and end up just fine But it's time to risk it all so I'm finna throw the dice like And I ain't saying I'm ungrateful with the process Figured that I'd say it cause they love to play with context Heard they Trynna beef with me I promise ain't no contest Even then I couldn't pay no mind to things that's harmless Sometimes I sit And I just look at the sky And think about these days And how they pass me by I really hope I win I know I've been just fine But it's so hard to be content my brain don't want me alive I've been So lost Lately I wanna give up but I Can't Break My trust And the promises I can't just break them all Til the stars in the roof I can't give up on the mission Til the ball's in the hoop I won't celebrate the winnings Til I'm on with a coupe Shooting stars in the ceiling Making wishes on what's coming diamond chains with Carti' vision If I'm wrong I'll die to be right but my My thoughts keep saying I might I might take a fall and end up just fine But it's time to risk it all so I'm finna throw the dice like