Pretty Traumatized

I woke up high on morphine White walls Dresses on my TV stand I guess the scary surgery Went well Doctor said ten out of ten Anesthesia dreamin' Champagne, scars and ketamine Now I've got nothing to my name At least I'm pretty I'm pretty traumatized I feel the pain and I don't even cry Adrenaline is lighting up my eyes Spare me the tears I don't need pity I know I'm pretty I'm pretty traumatized Cut me open I don't even cry Sad and sweet Perfectly horrified Spare me the tears I don't need pity I know I'm pretty I'm pretty traumatized I'm pretty traumatized My life's a blank slate Stay out late Pleasure over discipline I got a second chance Wanna rage Drink me like I'm medicine Anesthesia dreamin' Champagne, scars and ketamine Now I've got nothing to my name At least I'm pretty I'm pretty traumatized I feel the pain and I don't even cry Adrenaline is lighting up my eyes Spare me the tears I don't need pity I know I'm pretty I'm pretty traumatized Cut me open I don't even cry Sad and sweet Perfectly horrified Spare me the tears I don't need pity I know I'm pretty I'm pretty traumatized I'm pretty traumatized I'm pretty traumatized I'm pretty traumatized Anesthesia dreamin' Nothing to my name At least I'm pretty I'm pretty traumatized I feel the pain and I don't even cry Adrenaline is lighting up my eyes Spare me the tears I don't need pity I know I'm pretty I'm pretty traumatized Cut me open I don't even cry Sad and sweet Perfectly horrified Spare me the tears I don't need pity I know I'm pretty I'm pretty traumatized I'm pretty traumatized I'm pretty traumatized I'm pretty traumatized