Fade Away

Yeah, uh, uh

I wake up sweating 'cause I'm scared that I'm gon' die today

My homie watch me abuse drugs to take the pain away

Don't think that I'll be growin' older, think it's safe to say

I'm poppin' Xanax through the night until I fade away

They said, "Skippy fell off," look at them like, "Hell nah"

I've been fightin' issues with my health, but I'm still goin' strong

Made a song 'bout why I wear a mask, they still don't know what's wrong

Post-traumatic stress from all this trauma got my mind gone

Damn, like, what y'all want from me?

I done gave my all to you

If you had to deal with shit I deal with, it would slaughter you

Fightin' for my health, but I still find the time to call on you

I'm just tryna thug all this shit out like my own father do

Ayy, I don't got a lot of time, why you think I'm droppin' so much?

I'm droppin' music hella fast 'cause I'll be dead in a few months

I'm steady, lookin' at my past, wishin' I lived it up

It's funny how you never live 'til your time finally up