Train Left the Station

Train left the station and so did my mind It was a confusing sense of feeling Even if you'd call it that I should have checked out a long time Ago But I kept on coming back You see I felt that you worth my time All of these memories that keep filling my mind They help me to find a sense of purpose I'd been lacking for a while And I've been told by many of my friends That I've been doing just fine But I doubt that And I've been telling myself I'm doing alright But sometimes its fine to lay down and cry My body my blood all these things left undone Did you mean it when you said that you'd had enough We laughed about the cat that used to live in the house down the road But since you've gone away I just don't see him anymore It wasn't so much about the cat It was about the life we could have had With all these things we mutually adored Well my mind left the station and so did the train But I've been holding onto anger love and lust Mixed in with the pain Of knowing that I might never be loved by you again Its all there more reason to ask you why Why I've been telling myself I'm doing alright But darlin' its night time and I'm sleeping on my own My body, my blood, all these things left undone Did you mean it when you said that you'd had enough You trusted me when things were good But all that went away when the shit hit the fan And the lights blacked out on the stage There's nothing else I could have done to show you how I was the one To help you find your happy place But the train left the station and I said my goodbyes It was hard to know you left Before our limits reached the skies You checked out a long time Ago And I suppose that's alright You made this bed I have to sleep in for a couple nights and that's fine All my love has gone away from here You said it was nothing this feeling remains Ill pack my things and ill be on my way Oh these things I've been holding on keep my heart at bay And I never got the chance to say My body, my blood, all these things left undone Did you mean it when you said that you'd had enough My body, my blood, all these things left undone Did you mean it when you said that you'd had enough