Losing My Color

I'm aware of the stare on my face I'm losing my color (I'm losing my color) 'Cause I know if I die on this hill I won't me a martyr You say you're right beside me Say you're staying still (staying still) Yet I know my leaving will be wearing on your will It's so inviting Heavy in the air Look through the hurt, the mud, the fear For you (for you) Any night I'll be coming home to you over the sky For you (for you) Yeah, in my mind Any moment any second, I'll arrive I'm losing my color There's a place in the back of my head As haunting as ever Always trying to kill me I'm delicately placed on hold Don't know how you'd erase me Or even how you could Somehow the demons in mirror understood I've been reflecting Though I'm unaware Was it worth the blood, the tears? For you (for you) Any night I'll be coming home to you over the sky For you (for you) Yeah, in my mind Any moment any second, I'll arrive I gave too much I miss your touch For you Watch the vultures devour the rest Clip my wings watch me fall to the depths Or rotting for my selfishness And my greed Oh, oh, oh yeah Watch the vultures devour the rest Clip my wings watch me fall to the depths Yeah I would give anything For you Any night I'll be coming home to you over the sky For you Yeah, in my mind Any moment any second, I'll arrive I gave too much I miss your touch For you (for you) No, I'm losing my color