Fear of Missing Out

So let's stop pretending

Like you haven't seen me here like this before

Cause in the end it's

Just gonna make it harder to ignore

Like when you turned and said "you never give a fuck"

I think you really meant, "you better learn how to keep up"

Cause each time it cuts a bit deeper

I can't win, I'll just do a little better

It's not like I don't wanna see her

But right now I'm just trying to brave the weather

No need to get upset

(but I'd rather be dead)

Than pretend that I wanna be here

Cause for now you won't do me any better

It seems condescending

Cause there is only so much I can take

Of what someone else thinks

I'd rather be a liar than a fake

Cause lately I've been trying to

Keep it together, but I can't remember

How many more of our

Pieces can shatter before it stops to matter

(Cause this takes forever, forever and ever)

Cause each time it cuts a bit deeper

I can't win, I'll just do a little better

It's not like I don't wanna see her

But right now I'm just trying to brave the weather

No need to get upset

(but I'd rather be dead)

Than pretend that I wanna be here

Cause for now you won't do me any better

And all your friends, they got themselves so figured out

And I can't help but get the sense I'm missing out

Cause each time it cuts a bit deeper (and all your friends)

I can't win, I'll just do a little better (they got themselves)

It's not like I don't wanna see her (so figured out)

But right now I'm just trying to brave the weather

No need to get upset

(but I'd rather be dead)

Than pretend that I wanna be here

Cause for now you won't do me any better

In case it's not been said

(Fuck you and your friends)

Cause each time that I want to be here

It gets worse before it gets any better