Spirals (feat. Rephlect)

What goes around comes around and I've been standing still

Never ending spiral caught up in this hamster wheel

Pick your poison and abandon hope a chance to cope

No antidote for the damage done from this cancer's growth

I'm sweating bullets all I'm feeling is anxious

So I lock myself away because I think it's contagious

They steady pushing my buttons I need a key to start

Fuel to the beast but disease to my beating heart

My eyes are bloodshot I'm losing to myself

Can't count my fingers or see anything else

Whole body shaking I said this was the last night

Cycled through about 1800 times

My soul ain't mine to sell I hope to see an afterlife

If I could sell it though I'd let it go for half its price

A tragic life armageddon for my appetite

Found the forbidden fruit and then took a massive bite

Still ain't satisfied, my stomach is roaring

Ain't no father to my style I got the blood of an orphan

Feel a rush of endorphins as I begin to spin again

My pulse begins to slow I can sense the visions end

My eyes are bloodshot I'm losing to myself

Can't count my fingers or see anything else

Whole body shaking I said this was the last night

Cycled through about 1800 times

The walls are closing in I'm spinning again

The walls are closing in I'm spinning again

The walls are closing in I'm spinning again

The walls are closing in I'm spinning again

The walls are closing in I'm spinning again

The walls are closing in I'm spinning again

The walls are closing in I'm spinning again

The walls are closing in I'm spinning again

My eyes are bloodshot I'm losing to myself

My eyes are bloodshot I'm losing to myself

My eyes are bloodshot I'm losing to myself

I've cycled through about 1800 times