Lyrics
In my head, in my head, in my head, in my head
In my head, in my head, in my head, in my head
Loving you, it made me realize
This life that I was given should never be took for granted
Loving you, it made me realize
There's a purpose for this person, no matter how hard it's hurt
Loving you, it made me realize
That I'm the only one that's built different
That I'm the one that suffers most to protect others' feelings
Loving you, it made me realize
I might just be cut from a different cloth
**** get envious when you articulate your thoughts
On a beat that was made by your brother who loves Allah
Ayy, Nitty, tell me what the fuck I'm supposed to do
When I get hurt by everyone that I get closest to
My mama told me, boy, be grateful, Allah has chosen you
You broke my heart, mama, tell me what I'm supposed to do
But loving you, it made me realize
That if it's worth having, you would fight for it
And I done damn near lost my life for it
The struggle ain't break a ****, it made me fight more
Catch a body, do the time, earn your stripes for it
Opportunity's so rare, we ain't think twice on it
I've been anticipating my success
I lost my mama and my sister, that's hard to accept
But I'm willing and I'm Abel like the end of the week
It's them trenches that made you, same fit for the week
Manifesting all them labels, shit ain't made for the weak
I gotta get to the paper, I'm on the chase as we speak
I'm hustling hard, gotta get it every day of the week
If they don't like you, then it's fuck them, ****, hunt what you eat
And I can't fear nothing
Uh-uh, who said something
Cause, bitch, I'm thuggin', I'm the muscle, gotta get the paper
I'm about that pussy money weed, so it's fuck a hater
Mm, you know it's fuck a hater
But loving you, it made me realize
That everybody that shake your hand ain't got your best interest
Loving you, it made me realize
That no matter how hard you could go for them
They ain't gon' never do the same for you
And loving you, it made me realize
Energy is meant to be reciprocated
It don't matter if the world loves you or you love me
And loving you, it made me realize
Written by: Malik Antonio Christian
