You and Me

I'm shattered

Yeah you and me

You tore my heart open badly

Now all I do is bleed, yeah

Now all I do is bleed

Holding back the tears, sittin' in the dark

Write it up in a rap, about my broken heart

Scattered like a puzzle, shattered just like glass

If happiness was a race, I'd definitely come last

Nobody really knows, what goes on behind the screen

What happens behind closed doors, why I leave everybody on... seen

My sleeves soaked in memories, memories of you and me

Memories of my friends, if I had any

And memories of family

Shattered, Yeah

You and me

You tore my heart out piece by piece

And now I bleed internally... Yeah

The world we live in never seems so fair

There's never a second to spare

Never a second to rest or recover its always one thing after another

Life is like a game, rather slaves to the days

Following the ways that they say

Conforming to the norm, reborn, or instead be torn

Torn between life or slowly die inside

Surviving this thing called life with one big fight

Hoping that one day it'll be alright

Even the future don't seem all that bright

People focused on all that negativity

Never seem to gain positivity

But we got that positive energy

But all that way our brains have been trained

To the point we are insane

Living in a cruel world so plain

Cruelty and pain is what the day brings

Thoughts of suicide is on my brain

Kinda just want to leave this life i live

Cuz there's nothing else left to give

Im just so tired of all this shit

Just want to leave this planet quick and quiet

So im no longer stuck in a place i cant escape

To be free from all pain and games that are played

My heartbeat with grace

My thoughts stop right before the clock tock

No more time on the clock

But i suppose this way im thinking needs to stop

Or ill never be on top, ontop of my own problems

Defeating the demons that follow

I have to learn to find peace, like when i move to this beat

So i can finally defeat these problems that are buried so deep

Even if it means defeating my demons in me

Even if its something you cant see

Everytime i smile i cant help but feel defeat

Lying to myself that life isn't sorrow

But hoping ill make it tomorrow

I'm shattered

Yeah you and me

Each night I cry myself to sleep

That's what happens behind the screen

Yeah you and mee