Let Me Bleed

I'ma let this shit bleed one time, you know what I'm saying, let this feeling out

Got a whole list of shit that I'm tired of, I tend to go irate when I'm fired up

Feel like another person inside, tryna hide him yeah, what's more conniving

Your fam that you call blood, dick riding **** gold digging bitches that buy love?

Been had a three peat, shit, I was on a heat streak

Not really knowing who's around me, I was moving sleepy

I left Rhode Island, back to Cali, shit was getting sneaky

Flew to PR with the wifey, I'm like…

I need some smoke, my anxiety kicking in

Someone else inside my head controlling how I'm listening

Cause sometimes I might just strike on sight, I don't pick the sin

Stomp a **** in some Timberlands, go ahead, talk shit again

I done banged it out from fists to guns

Licks for funds, then broke all over again

Left at square one before I starved

Bet against all the odds, like, fuck a quick sponsor

Artist and I'm a author, though I ain't been a real father

My little **** almost eight, this shit getting bonkers

Last time I seen him, he was like three, playing with Tonkers

Rather the weed instead of pills, that help me feel the calmest

Cause it's the energy you put in that you face regardless

Fuck playing them corners, I need the corner market

Expanding goals towards the top, till I reach the target

It's God given, type of shit to go increase the margin

I'm getting lifted with my spirits that's dearly departed

Yeah

My ****

Love ones passed away

My **** ain't here no more

This shit's like therapy, you know what I'm saying

What other way I'ma get it out

Jinsu

Neves

Ain't nothin to it but to do it, ****

Can't lose my focus, I won't lose my focus

Won't let them see me weak, so I don't show emotions

I'm probably chilling, coughing, smoking, that's just how I'm coping

These bitches fucking, sucking, stroking, that's just how they hoing

I miss my **** reminiscing on our best moments

And getting money til my mom ain't gotta stress on it

I told my brother, if I got it, you could bet on it

And told that bitch, I only trust you far as I could throw it

I see my own fam do the coldest

Try to go behind my back and think that I would notice

Kick me when I'm down, when I'm at my lowest

Damn, what's really at my lowest

I kept my chin up, chest out, I don't ever show shit

Remember mama was stressed out, try and keep us floating

Lost my ****, I kept closest, man, it's hard to cope with

All this pain inside my heart, I'm scarred and left me hopeless

Left me hopeless, forreal

Left me hopeless, forreal

Left me hopeless, real

Left me hopeless, real