Total Loss of Control

Hate boils inside me

Losing grip hard to breathe

Hate swallowing me

Move out the way, get it out of me

Lost control of me

Swing the bar, break teeth

No longer can I see

Breaking out, blacking out

I can't tell how the fuck this keeps on happening

I'm so sick of It all

Getting nowhere at all

Am I the only one who falls to my grave

Or am I the one who's

Digging my grave

Hate boils inside me

Losing grip hard to breathe

Hate swallowing me

Move out the way, get it out of me

Lost control of me

Swing the bar, break teeth

No longer can I see

Breaking out, blacking out

I'm losing fucking control

Spiraling this rabbit hole

Can't feel my limbs anymore

Breaking out blacking out

No control

It resides in the dark from my flesh to my bones

I won't know till I break

It subsides but it constantly takes a hold inside

I don't know any peace

Now look into my eyes

You will never find peace

It follows till dawn, always on the edge of another storm

Like leprosy, like leprosy

Taking over from serenity

The enemy, he knows no bounds because he is me

He is me

He is me

I'll be the martyr you so want me to be

One by one ill take you down with me

This is my grave

This Is my grave

You can rest here too if you want

It resides in the dark from my flesh to my bones

I won't know till I break

It subsides but it constantly takes a hold inside

I don't know any peace

Now look into my eyes

You will never find peace